Questionable Matters

I don't know what holds molecules
together
thoughts or people

It is a invisible energy
under no one's control
or everyone's

A vibration so tight we miss the small
jumps that connect one action
or thought to the next
The nature of our
being unexplainable

a kiss, falling awake, unexplained
procrastinations
connecting desire
to fear
forward stop repeat

What is (the) matter? How does it work?
Where is it taking us? We dance
in beliefs stand within energy's
dramas spun in loose yoyo  time

Our echoes float out in waves
rolling, firing off into the small
spaces holding each
cell of living

Afternoon Patty melt

hurt  flipped

pancakes 

over and over fire and burn

its smell lingers

caught 

in exhales once soft

centers hard in black

some learn early to say 

nothing harmony

in silence  healing 

you can never uncook 

a thing only

open a window

throw it away